New Leaf

-2010/12/09松山機場


I really like the feeling of arriving at air port.

You see tiny white plane fly pass the blue colour block above your head ,
like it's going to take you to a whole new life.

Despite today I was not the one going to fly away.
I could feel the exciting feeling the way those travelers do.

I arrived airport at 2:30.
ordered a vegetarian bread as lunch,but found out I am too nervous to swallow any bite.

I needed to calm myself,
so I took out Paul Auster's Invisible.
But still ,
none of the words I can swallow down.
I totally lost my appetite of both the food and the book.

This came a dead end ,
I got a strong feeling that I must fully fill myself something right now.

I decided to go outside to swallow the sunshine.

Then,where he came,
with a typical American family and a little Taiwanese boy.
Their big smile shining under the sun,
it seemed that somehow they were glistening.

I was totally stunned by the scene.

Ineffably,that was the point when I knew I am on the right way now ,can't go back anymore.

Its going to take you to a whole new life.